I've just got nothing for you, as far as my regular blogging goes. I am living and breathing every moment all things Kennedy. I've got two more sleeps left until I'm back at work. However, I've just got to make it two days before I get another week off with her (spring break). Baby steps, people.
Since December 17, 2011, this is what I get to see every day (well, maybe not the smiling and "talking", but this little face). It truly brings me so much joy. I am amazed at how beautiful she is becoming and how much she is exploring and wanting to know the world around her. It brings me joy for her to need me.
It's nothing like I've ever experienced before. The joy is inexplicable. You know, everyone says that but I guess you just have to live it. I now live for moments like these. It's funny how a bunch of baby gibberish could change my life.
I'm going to miss our morning talks. It feels like that will never happen again, but I realize I am being a bit dramatic.
I know going to work is best for all of us right now, but it's going to take a lot of baby steps to get me used to this transition. I hope it's easier for her. I just want her to be happy. It's okay if I'm a wreck so long as she's comfortable.
Right now, I've just got to take it one day at a time. Baby steps, people. Baby steps.
(and I promise I will get back to my regular blogging in baby steps...)